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Thursday, July 30, 2009
since the whole thing dat has been happening, we're lack of communication...
pls dearest, dun do dis to me...
despite u being bz, u could jz reply to my msges....
u cn have ur freedom dat u wanted so much, i'll give it but there'll be a limit to it...
i juz wish to have u bck in my life as per normal baby..
->Setiaku Di Sini<-
Ku terasa kesyahduan
Menyelimut malamku sepi
Ku menanti kepulanganmu
Kau janji-janjikan
Satu masa dulu
Hanya kau kasih
Kau kukasihi
Kata-kata yang dilafazkan
Mengikat jiwa dan cinta
Hingga tak termimpi
Pengganti yang lain..
Biar ku dicengkam gelisah
Dibuai rindu yang mendalam
Resah mendamba belaianmu
Yang teramat kudahaga..
Kumasih lagi setia
Biarpun takdir mencabar
Kita terpisah
Kumasih lagi di sini
Berpegang teguh kalimah cinta
Ku bisikan dalam tangisan
Yang gugur berderai ke bumi
Menjadi bingkisan ku yang akhir
Untuk bekalan jalanmu
Mencari mahkota
Menghiasi pelamin kita.
Ku terasa kesyahduan
Menyelimut malamku sepi
Ku menanti kepulanganmu
Kau janji-janjikan
Satu masa dulu
Hanya kau kasih
Kau kukasihi
Kata-kata yang dilafazkan
Mengikat jiwa dan cinta
Hingga tak termimpi
Pengganti yang lain..
Biar ku dicengkam gelisah
Dibuai rindu yang mendalam
Resah mendamba belaianmu
Yang teramat kudahaga..
Kumasih lagi setia
Biarpun takdir mencabar
Kita terpisah
Kumasih lagi di sini
Berpegang teguh kalimah cinta
Ku bisikan dalam tangisan
Yang gugur berderai ke bumi
Menjadi bingkisan ku yang akhir
Untuk bekalan jalanmu
Mencari mahkota
Menghiasi pelamin kita.
i miss u baby!!!!!
Another Major Obstacle.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
DIA insan pertama yang bertakhta
DIA insan pertama yang ku cinta
DIA pernah membuat ku bahagia
DIA yang mengajarku
Tentang erti rindu
Tiada ku duga
Permulaan yang jernih
Menjadi keruh dengan tiba-tiba
Bisa rintangan antaraku dan DIA
Cinta terhalang oleh orang tua
-it'll be a happy ending baby-
i wish things will turn out better fer me.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
fucking pissed with everytg dat's happening to me lately...
gosh...haiz...
i jz wanna have a normal happy life w/o having to worrie abt so many things...
i tot of a new fresh start in my relationship but it juz got worse...
i dunnoe wad to do nw...gaining my love back fer him..
but he dun give a shit abt it..
somehw or rather, trying to solve things out one by one...
it's driving me crazy....
i need my own space fer nw...
& to dearest bf, i wish u could read dis & give it some thought..
gosh...haiz...
i jz wanna have a normal happy life w/o having to worrie abt so many things...
i tot of a new fresh start in my relationship but it juz got worse...
i dunnoe wad to do nw...gaining my love back fer him..
but he dun give a shit abt it..
somehw or rather, trying to solve things out one by one...
it's driving me crazy....
i need my own space fer nw...
& to dearest bf, i wish u could read dis & give it some thought..
Say whatever you like.
i dun need frens who are such gd pretenders.
i definitely won't lose a thing w/o their friendship.
say whatever u like suckers.
keep on bitching abt me cos i dun give a damn abt it.
i'm happy with my life as it is nw.
& btw silence doesn't mean i lose it to u. get dis right.
it's juz dat i jz can't be bothered abt it.
i'm tired to entertain dis sickening shit.
i've got better things to attend to.
-i rest my case-
i definitely won't lose a thing w/o their friendship.
say whatever u like suckers.
keep on bitching abt me cos i dun give a damn abt it.
i'm happy with my life as it is nw.
& btw silence doesn't mean i lose it to u. get dis right.
it's juz dat i jz can't be bothered abt it.
i'm tired to entertain dis sickening shit.
i've got better things to attend to.
-i rest my case-
meaningless.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
I wish u could realise how much i love u baby...
Criously i'm so disappointed in u...
Can't u feel dat i care so much about u more den my own life....
Or maybe my presence is juz meaningless...
U seem not to be bothered abt wadever i said...
Stop pretending dat ntg happen...
It's time to realise dat all dis while i've been so freakin lenient to u....
It's better dat u stop all ur nonsense nw rather than regretting it later...
I'm tired of repeating the same thing over & over again....
How stupid fer me to cry if u still dun wanna change...Haiz...
Please do some soul searching & come to realise of ur own mistake..
Criously i'm so disappointed in u...
Can't u feel dat i care so much about u more den my own life....
Or maybe my presence is juz meaningless...
U seem not to be bothered abt wadever i said...
Stop pretending dat ntg happen...
It's time to realise dat all dis while i've been so freakin lenient to u....
It's better dat u stop all ur nonsense nw rather than regretting it later...
I'm tired of repeating the same thing over & over again....
How stupid fer me to cry if u still dun wanna change...Haiz...
Please do some soul searching & come to realise of ur own mistake..
imsimplytired.
FiVe mThs.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
MyHotComments
-To dearest bf-
Happy 5 mthsary darlink!!
I'm thankful dat everytg's bck to normal...
Hope dis journey together in the coming months will be a smooth sailing for us....
Rest assured, i'll stand by u no matter wad happens....
I love you dearest Afai!!!! I miss u bebeh.....
To my babylove.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Aku dan Dirimu
Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
Tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
Tentang rindu yang menggebu
Tentang cinta yang tak terungkap
Sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
Tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
Memenuhi mimpi-mimpimu malam kita
Duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
Perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
Dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
Sesaat di keabadian
Jika sang waktu kita hentikan
Dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
Meleburkan semua batas
Antara kau dan aku, kita
Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
Tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
Tentang rindu yang menggebu
Tentang cinta yang tak terungkap
Sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
Tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
Memenuhi mimpi-mimpimu malam kita
Duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
Perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
Dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
Sesaat di keabadian
Jika sang waktu kita hentikan
Dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
Meleburkan semua batas
Antara kau dan aku, kita
tHe uNusuaL wEdNesDay . . .
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Went to sch by cab as i tot i was late fer my PTC CA2...
Waited patiently abt nearly 10 mins outside my usual class waiting fer my bloody teacher to answer my call as he change the venue of our class...
I was with this module mate of mine which i dunnoe his name...
Instead of our class at level 4, it was at level 5...
I prepared my calculator & my pencil case + some ledger paper before entering...
Thnks to him, he didn't inform us of the change of venue...
Everyone else has started doing the test...Cheebs!!!!!
Ended the test 15 mins before the finishing time...
It was quite okay lah...
Headed hm straight aft sch as i promised Zie to tag along fer WingTai interview @ Toa Payoh ..
Met her at her crib aft I dressed up at my place....
Had ayam masak lemak cili padi w/- rice ... Delicious!!
Took 12 to Afghan bustop & change to bus no. 8 to Toa Payoh...
Had a hell of a long ride...Doze off quite a number of times..Hehe...(Sleepyhead)
Met Izzahberry @ Toa Payoh inter....
We were quite lost there but managed to ask around fer directions to the CC....
As soon as we reached the venue, filled up & return the application form to the in-charge..
Had to wait fer quite some time b4 we were interviewed individually....
Before dat sempat hydropuff near the main road...
Saw different people with different character....
Few applied fer Supervisor post but mainly full-time position........
3 of us applied fer part-time position...
Izzah went first followed by4-5 other ppl & then followed by me & Zie....
Was quite nervous while waiting to be interviewed...
Didn't put high hopes to get the job... :)
before we head off to Toa Payoh...
after the interview..muke ade senyum...
After the interview was over, took 59 bck to Tamp..Alighted at bustop JC..
Was soooo damnnnn hungggrrryyyyyyy............
Went to Kopitiam & bought food + 1.5 Litre of Ice Lemon Tea...
Sat near Osiris where we had our meal....
Managed to finish our food....Smue dh lapar gilerr....
Waited fer Zie to come bck as she washed her hand at toilet Tmart...
Went off & head hm as my mum was sick...She needs her panadol extra...
The normal routine after i reach hm...
Went to Afghan fer a while to make my new specs...Maklumlah dh potek...
Hate wearing cntct lenses as i'll alwaez get eye infection....
I'll be collecting it tmr evening....Thnks bf fer accompanying me...Appreciate it...
Sorie fer being fickle minded...Heh...
Head hm & no one was at hm...Sheeshhh.....
Mum keep on calling every nw & den...irritating but it's ok...i was lonely at hm..(ily mum)..
Watch tv until bored...
On my lappy & there i goes: facebook-ing, tagged-ing, blog-ing & blablabla....
Waiting fer bf to call me... :(
Waited patiently abt nearly 10 mins outside my usual class waiting fer my bloody teacher to answer my call as he change the venue of our class...
I was with this module mate of mine which i dunnoe his name...
Instead of our class at level 4, it was at level 5...
I prepared my calculator & my pencil case + some ledger paper before entering...
Thnks to him, he didn't inform us of the change of venue...
Everyone else has started doing the test...Cheebs!!!!!
Ended the test 15 mins before the finishing time...
It was quite okay lah...
Headed hm straight aft sch as i promised Zie to tag along fer WingTai interview @ Toa Payoh ..
Met her at her crib aft I dressed up at my place....
Had ayam masak lemak cili padi w/- rice ... Delicious!!
Took 12 to Afghan bustop & change to bus no. 8 to Toa Payoh...
Had a hell of a long ride...Doze off quite a number of times..Hehe...(Sleepyhead)
Met Izzahberry @ Toa Payoh inter....
We were quite lost there but managed to ask around fer directions to the CC....
As soon as we reached the venue, filled up & return the application form to the in-charge..
Had to wait fer quite some time b4 we were interviewed individually....
Before dat sempat hydropuff near the main road...
Saw different people with different character....
Few applied fer Supervisor post but mainly full-time position........
3 of us applied fer part-time position...
Izzah went first followed by4-5 other ppl & then followed by me & Zie....
Was quite nervous while waiting to be interviewed...
Didn't put high hopes to get the job... :)
before we head off to Toa Payoh...
after the interview..muke ade senyum...After the interview was over, took 59 bck to Tamp..Alighted at bustop JC..
Was soooo damnnnn hungggrrryyyyyyy............
Went to Kopitiam & bought food + 1.5 Litre of Ice Lemon Tea...
Sat near Osiris where we had our meal....
Managed to finish our food....Smue dh lapar gilerr....
Waited fer Zie to come bck as she washed her hand at toilet Tmart...
Went off & head hm as my mum was sick...She needs her panadol extra...
The normal routine after i reach hm...
Went to Afghan fer a while to make my new specs...Maklumlah dh potek...
Hate wearing cntct lenses as i'll alwaez get eye infection....
I'll be collecting it tmr evening....Thnks bf fer accompanying me...Appreciate it...
Sorie fer being fickle minded...Heh...
Head hm & no one was at hm...Sheeshhh.....
Mum keep on calling every nw & den...irritating but it's ok...i was lonely at hm..(ily mum)..
Watch tv until bored...
On my lappy & there i goes: facebook-ing, tagged-ing, blog-ing & blablabla....
Waiting fer bf to call me... :(
imissyoubacen.
LiFe @ pReseNt sTaTe . . .
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
it's been a hard time fer me fer the past mth till nw....
be it problems related to family, relationship & school, im trying to solve it one by one.....
it ain't easy fer me especially goin thru all of dis at one shot...like WTH!!
it's been hell of a time....
kinda stressed up & it has been affecting my health...
weird...especially at nite i've been coughing blood & my whole body will ache...haiz...
dun wish to see the doctor...
had enuf of medication alrdy.....too many drugs in my body...
too many things happen lately.
130709
came bck frm sch arnd 3+...
hang arnd @ osiRis wif zie & san...
totally bored + hungry + thirsty....
chit chat while waiting fer nad & fad.....
i went hm fer quite some time to cook spaghetti fer zie & san + the ppl at hm.....
i repeat eh..it's spicy spaghetti...
i msged zie to come to my hse...cos i dunnoe whr mum kept all the tupperware...
i tot there were onli 2 of em...but zairi & izzah tag along...
it wasn't enuf fer zairi & izzah but they get to taste it...
Sorie lynn sayang...i'll cook fer u again k nxt time....
Zie commented -Nurul, da boleh kahwin-...haha...the usual dialogue of makcik2....
I prepared some ingredients fer sambal udang & refrigerate it...
Nk gi lepak jgk kt osiRis..hehe...
Came dwn arnd evening....
Not long after dat, lynn & bf came.......
Not enuf seat fer everyone..... Everyone squeeze...
But me & bf sat at another table...
After bf went off, all the peeps in sch uniform head hm...
Me & lynn accompanied san to his void deck...
We stayed at the void deck & chat as we had no where to go...
Waited fer san quite some time...Shasha came later & we played cards....
To Lynn: -i wanna see ur samurai jack again- haha...kiut pe....
Nearly 10 pm, me & lynn went off as she had to head hm cos 'Abang Wan' da bising2...
Accompanied her to Tmart...Met her cousin thr & she took cab hm..
Kesian gurlfren aku...Da sakit2 kluar jgk...Kalaulah aku da pass lesen, siang2 aku dh hntr kau gurl...Hehe...Tpi lmbt lgi la tu... :)
Got hm & freshen up maself...
Cooked sambal udang fer mum....Feed ma elder sis...Alala nk manje2 pulak...
Msn wif lynn...Was on webcam... -funny faces- :P
Den anis came online...chat wif her... it's been a long time since i last met her...Kinda miss her..
Will be tucking in to bed soon. ..
~Here's SoMe piCs~
while waiting fer my nxt class. . .
bored bebeh*
them. -OsiRis-
candid zie.
it ain't easy fer me especially goin thru all of dis at one shot...like WTH!!
it's been hell of a time....
kinda stressed up & it has been affecting my health...
weird...especially at nite i've been coughing blood & my whole body will ache...haiz...
dun wish to see the doctor...
had enuf of medication alrdy.....too many drugs in my body...
too many things happen lately.
130709
came bck frm sch arnd 3+...
hang arnd @ osiRis wif zie & san...
totally bored + hungry + thirsty....
chit chat while waiting fer nad & fad.....
i went hm fer quite some time to cook spaghetti fer zie & san + the ppl at hm.....
i repeat eh..it's spicy spaghetti...
i msged zie to come to my hse...cos i dunnoe whr mum kept all the tupperware...
i tot there were onli 2 of em...but zairi & izzah tag along...
it wasn't enuf fer zairi & izzah but they get to taste it...
Sorie lynn sayang...i'll cook fer u again k nxt time....
Zie commented -Nurul, da boleh kahwin-...haha...the usual dialogue of makcik2....
I prepared some ingredients fer sambal udang & refrigerate it...
Nk gi lepak jgk kt osiRis..hehe...
Came dwn arnd evening....
Not long after dat, lynn & bf came.......
Not enuf seat fer everyone..... Everyone squeeze...
But me & bf sat at another table...
After bf went off, all the peeps in sch uniform head hm...
Me & lynn accompanied san to his void deck...
We stayed at the void deck & chat as we had no where to go...
Waited fer san quite some time...Shasha came later & we played cards....
To Lynn: -i wanna see ur samurai jack again- haha...kiut pe....
Nearly 10 pm, me & lynn went off as she had to head hm cos 'Abang Wan' da bising2...
Accompanied her to Tmart...Met her cousin thr & she took cab hm..
Kesian gurlfren aku...Da sakit2 kluar jgk...Kalaulah aku da pass lesen, siang2 aku dh hntr kau gurl...Hehe...Tpi lmbt lgi la tu... :)
Got hm & freshen up maself...
Cooked sambal udang fer mum....Feed ma elder sis...Alala nk manje2 pulak...
Msn wif lynn...Was on webcam... -funny faces- :P
Den anis came online...chat wif her... it's been a long time since i last met her...Kinda miss her..
Will be tucking in to bed soon. ..
~Here's SoMe piCs~
while waiting fer my nxt class. . .
bored bebeh*
them. -OsiRis-
candid zie.-nurul <3 afai-
ReuNiOn.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
:tHe AirpoRt FaMiLy :
My 2 other gf, Kif & Arfa couldn't make it as they're werkin...Haiz....
We had our dinner @ PizzaHut Lucky Plaza,
Rurul's treat!!
Rurul's treat!!
Ham, Rurul, Me, Ajeeb
My Super Duper Bodyguards fer the day. 
Rurul a.k.a my twin bro w/- Mum.
Coca-Cola fer 5.-Was too hungry & didn't took the pics of the food we had-
They called it Munchie Mouse. 
Another dessert. 
Total bill was $76.32
chill @ MacDonaLds- HeeReN.
He looks bad without his cap...
Feeling2 Pegang bunga...~That's all fer todae peePz... ~
tHuRsDay EveNiNg.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Credits to CameraWoman : QuiN Zie & NaD:
Pics describe it all.
Sch ReoPeN.
Monday, July 6, 2009
the sleepy head. First thing first, i forgot to bring my lanyard to sch...In addition i have to make a new ITE ezlink as i lost it during the holidays...Gosh....so careless of me...
Met Fatin @ bustop 9 before heading to sch...
Was supposed to wait fer Nelly thr but she was late & we met at bustop 31 instead....
unDer the bRidGe...
@ tHe LaDieS.
Me & fatin waited fer MasgiLerr & Nelly @ bustop 31...
Had some hydropuff before entering sch thru maingate...
Bloody hell we have to show our lanyard...Leceh uh...
Went to 3rd floor to change my shoes & we head to Cafe 1 fer lunch...
Met Zairi baybay thr & Boncit...Zie came later abt 11+ wif Alep...
Had nasi ayam thousand island wif cheese cream...Been craving fer dat during hols...
Yum2...Burrrpppp!!! Ooops...
.:I hate goin to class:.
After lunch, as usual, hydropuffs...
Slack at SAC...I fell asleep while msging babyy darlinkk....
Went to Cafe 2 to had my mushroom soup wif Nelly...
Was soooooo hungry due to heavy rain...
Came bck to Cafe 2 to buy popcorn chicken wif Fatin & Zie...
Met my lil bro near CVC...He came all the way frm ITE Balestier to ask me fer house keys...Alah cian...
Me,fatin,zie,my lil bro & alep went to cafe 1 to meet san...
Mas was thr wif her frens...
Sumpah San mcm 'Mat Larkin'...apeerrrr jerrrr....hahaha....
Ade hati nk kacau Zie 'Minah Johor'...ape niee....
Accompanied my lil bro to buy food fer himself...He was complaining he was hungry easily...He had eclairs & spicy chicken floss bun aft he eat nasi ayam thousand island wif sambal...
Orgnye kurus tapi tank besar....San was joking arnd all the time...
Ish3...Si mat larkin nie....Bising je....
We went separate ways after dat....
Walked to bustop 12 wif lil bro & san...In the bus both of them was like so irritating showing off their muscles...Lynkn je...Heh...
Went to Tmart Mac as lil bro wanted to meet his fren thr...Coincidence, we met Arep & Aishah...
Slacked at Tmart Mac while waiting fer Zie & Alep...
Went hm, bathe & dressed up, leaving hm arnd 8.30pm to slack wif Shasha & bf at Osiris-Fitness....
B4 heading to Osiris, me & zie bought cheese fries & ice lemon tea...
Pathetic sey...4 org je...Slalu kerusi penuh smpai takde tmpt nk dudok...
Sit & chat till arnd 10 & we left fer hm...
Send off Zie sumwhr near the tailor shop...
Got hm & usual routine...Check my mails & facebook-ing + tagged-ing...
I'm turning in early todae...
-That's all fer todae-
Met Fatin @ bustop 9 before heading to sch...
Was supposed to wait fer Nelly thr but she was late & we met at bustop 31 instead....
unDer the bRidGe...
@ tHe LaDieS. Me & fatin waited fer MasgiLerr & Nelly @ bustop 31...
Had some hydropuff before entering sch thru maingate...
Bloody hell we have to show our lanyard...Leceh uh...
Went to 3rd floor to change my shoes & we head to Cafe 1 fer lunch...
Met Zairi baybay thr & Boncit...Zie came later abt 11+ wif Alep...
Had nasi ayam thousand island wif cheese cream...Been craving fer dat during hols...
Yum2...Burrrpppp!!! Ooops...
.:I hate goin to class:.
After lunch, as usual, hydropuffs...
Slack at SAC...I fell asleep while msging babyy darlinkk....
Went to Cafe 2 to had my mushroom soup wif Nelly...
Was soooooo hungry due to heavy rain...
Came bck to Cafe 2 to buy popcorn chicken wif Fatin & Zie...
Met my lil bro near CVC...He came all the way frm ITE Balestier to ask me fer house keys...Alah cian...
Me,fatin,zie,my lil bro & alep went to cafe 1 to meet san...
Mas was thr wif her frens...
Sumpah San mcm 'Mat Larkin'...apeerrrr jerrrr....hahaha....
Ade hati nk kacau Zie 'Minah Johor'...ape niee....
Accompanied my lil bro to buy food fer himself...He was complaining he was hungry easily...He had eclairs & spicy chicken floss bun aft he eat nasi ayam thousand island wif sambal...
Orgnye kurus tapi tank besar....San was joking arnd all the time...
Ish3...Si mat larkin nie....Bising je....
We went separate ways after dat....
Walked to bustop 12 wif lil bro & san...In the bus both of them was like so irritating showing off their muscles...Lynkn je...Heh...
Went to Tmart Mac as lil bro wanted to meet his fren thr...Coincidence, we met Arep & Aishah...
Slacked at Tmart Mac while waiting fer Zie & Alep...
Went hm, bathe & dressed up, leaving hm arnd 8.30pm to slack wif Shasha & bf at Osiris-Fitness....
B4 heading to Osiris, me & zie bought cheese fries & ice lemon tea...
Pathetic sey...4 org je...Slalu kerusi penuh smpai takde tmpt nk dudok...
Sit & chat till arnd 10 & we left fer hm...
Send off Zie sumwhr near the tailor shop...
Got hm & usual routine...Check my mails & facebook-ing + tagged-ing...
I'm turning in early todae...
-That's all fer todae-
imissmybftruckloads.
pLain day.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Woke up arnd noon... bathe & got ready fer wedding invite.. Yan Arab sis got married... Met diyana at her bustop as she was oso goin to the wedding & we walked to 206... Coincidence we both wear almost the same baju kurung in black...
Yan fetch us frm the opposite blk...Paiseylah... Waited abt 10-15 mins den bf came with the rest...-the guys side- Quite kecoh..bckgtians escort ++ the donuts...
But criously the kompang such a turn off... I met Su Ying thr..my TMSS junior..
Chit chat fer a while den got some food & eat wif darlink,semut,diy & 2 other peepz..
[comment on the food-marvellous!! ]
Feeza was thr wif her lil irfan..soo tembam..
Met semut's wife & her son...so cute...
Mcm geram gitu tgk baby...nk jgk bleh???...hehe....
Tk lame lgi dh ade mummy's clan tolak baby pram...haha...
& dat'll be few years dwn the road frm nw....
Till here....im tired & sleepy...
-Tata-
Yan fetch us frm the opposite blk...Paiseylah... Waited abt 10-15 mins den bf came with the rest...-the guys side- Quite kecoh..bckgtians escort ++ the donuts...
But criously the kompang such a turn off... I met Su Ying thr..my TMSS junior..
Chit chat fer a while den got some food & eat wif darlink,semut,diy & 2 other peepz..
[comment on the food-marvellous!! ]
Feeza was thr wif her lil irfan..soo tembam..
Met semut's wife & her son...so cute...
Mcm geram gitu tgk baby...nk jgk bleh???...hehe....
Tk lame lgi dh ade mummy's clan tolak baby pram...haha...
& dat'll be few years dwn the road frm nw....
Till here....im tired & sleepy...
-Tata-
Dan sesungguhnya aku masih mencintai kamu...
i miss him..& yes i reallie2 miss him sooooo muchhh....
fer the very first time in my whole life dat i've love sumone dis much...
i could say he's means everytg to me....
even though things turn out to be different nw, i reallie hope dat it'll get better as soon as possible....
i noe he doesn't care much abt hw i feel towards him as he simply noes dat i love him....
i've learn to forgive & forget...
to bear dis pain, it ain't easy...
almost gave up on dis relationship but i jz couldn't....
to me, when i build a relationship & give my very best to uphold it, i won't simply give up on it...
& dearest lynn, thnks a lot fer giving me motivation & being my listening ear...
im trying my very best to make dis relationship works baby...
i reallie hope dat we'll pull all odds together...
pls darlink, dun b in silence...
i hate ur silence cos it jz kills me deep inside...
i hope u'll come to realise hw much i love you sumtime soon boy...
i ain't giving up on us...trust me...
fer the very first time in my whole life dat i've love sumone dis much...
i could say he's means everytg to me....
even though things turn out to be different nw, i reallie hope dat it'll get better as soon as possible....
i noe he doesn't care much abt hw i feel towards him as he simply noes dat i love him....
i've learn to forgive & forget...
to bear dis pain, it ain't easy...
almost gave up on dis relationship but i jz couldn't....
to me, when i build a relationship & give my very best to uphold it, i won't simply give up on it...
& dearest lynn, thnks a lot fer giving me motivation & being my listening ear...
im trying my very best to make dis relationship works baby...
i reallie hope dat we'll pull all odds together...
pls darlink, dun b in silence...
i hate ur silence cos it jz kills me deep inside...
i hope u'll come to realise hw much i love you sumtime soon boy...
i ain't giving up on us...trust me...
iloveyouafai.
Updates.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
:Updates:
What have i been doing fer the past 3 daez...
Sorie no pics uploaded.
-Wed-
Accompany my elder bro & frens to Kaki bukit place as Anjang went 4 interview...
Went round & round the area & ended up in the same place...
Pening2...
We split up...
Went to bike workshop ...
Thereafter, went to get my new helmet @ Ah boy... Took my X1 seat nxt to auntie shop....
Get my stickers done @ auntie shop....Supposedly we were goin to ma aunt's place aft dat but we're shagged as we spent the whole afternoon goin frm one place to another...
Met my dum2 bf @ usual place...
Lynn & Wan came to meet us...
I kept quiet all along..
Accompany Wan to send lynn bck hm wif bf...
Came hm to hear mum nagging...blablablabla...
Slept @ 12+... Eyes are swollen...Tears all dried up...
-Thur-
Woke up in the afternoon...criously tired...
Bathe & did some house chores....
watch tv & chill at hm...
mum feed us nasi briyani...so the manje...hehe...nt alwaez k...
burrpppp***
arnd evening went to 3garden watch lil bro play sepak takraw...
punyelah malas gi blakang pun naik motor..haiyo...
thnks to my elder bro...he wanted to take his racing foot rest frm his fren thr...
padehal bleh jln kaki tak nk...
nvm abt dat..
went hm arnd 10+...slacked arnd in bro's room while waiting fer his gf...
meanwhile my bro slept...tak baik2...
kesian gf dier tggu..legongnye abg...
Bro fry wedges fer us to eat & we watched 'Congkak' together...
Slept at nearly 5 am...I miss him though...Hope dat things will get better btween us...
-Fri-
Hmm...dis the usual routine ++ sweeping,vacuum...
Bathe & got dressed...
Headed to Kak wati's hse to take some clothes...
Visited my stepgrandma while waiting fer lynn & wan..
Met my dum2 bf wif them...
They made plans to go suntec but bf IU unit's spoilt..
Wan lead the way as bf unsure of how to get thr..Selengeh...
Parked the bikes bhind Zam-Zam..
We took train to ct hall...
Bf's complaining-What a long walk to suntec...
Met syiddiq at his werk place as lynn & wan was buying cake fer rafi & peepz...
But end up we have to go Marina Square as the cake is nt available thr..
Haiyo..Buat penat jek..
But it's ok i enjoy the long walk wif bf & them...
Aku ni asyik tertggl je kt blakang..Thnks to dum2...
We were in silence frm the start...Lynn make things better fer us..
Maceh lynn..Sayyyannnggg kau banyak2....
After getting the cake, we had dinner at the foodcourt...
Background music mcm tau je fer double date...Heh..
As usual, ciggies aft food & a long walk back to raffles city to take the train to bugis...
Chit chatting abt hw mats & minahs talk...kekek sey..
Hmm...when afai meets wan there's alwaez the guys talk btween them..
Ape lagi...me & lynn had our talk...ketawe2...
Lynn..F.Y.I- ur laughter is so addictive...Perot aku smpai cramp ketawe ngn kau tau...
Ouh ya...& the apek tua we were laughing abt..
Haiz..tk baik2...hahahaha...
Got to the bike & we went off togeda...
But halfway thru we lost track of each other..
-Got hm & rested..Accompany sis using the lappy & she's asleep nw...
On msn wif lynn & facebook-ing..Bored...
Waiting fer dum2 to msg me...
..................................................................................................
:Msg fer bf:
I noe we've been thru a lot of obstacles fer the past few weeks...
It'so bloody complicated & confusing...
I juz wanna let u noe i'll still love you no matter wad baby darlink...
Everyone deserves a 2nd chance...
I've forgiven u fer ur mistakes & i'm trying hard to forget all abt it...
I'm sorie on my part too...
I want us to make things better fer our relationship..
Despite knowing dat we haf to overcome certain obstacles together, we haf to b strong baby...
Dun give up juz yet...I'll be alwaez by ur side in times of hardship & happiness...
Last but not least...
I want u to noe dat i love you dearest afai with all my heart...
Ntg cn ever change dat...
What have i been doing fer the past 3 daez...
Sorie no pics uploaded.
-Wed-
Accompany my elder bro & frens to Kaki bukit place as Anjang went 4 interview...
Went round & round the area & ended up in the same place...
Pening2...
We split up...
Went to bike workshop ...
Thereafter, went to get my new helmet @ Ah boy... Took my X1 seat nxt to auntie shop....
Get my stickers done @ auntie shop....Supposedly we were goin to ma aunt's place aft dat but we're shagged as we spent the whole afternoon goin frm one place to another...
Met my dum2 bf @ usual place...
Lynn & Wan came to meet us...
I kept quiet all along..
Accompany Wan to send lynn bck hm wif bf...
Came hm to hear mum nagging...blablablabla...
Slept @ 12+... Eyes are swollen...Tears all dried up...
-Thur-
Woke up in the afternoon...criously tired...
Bathe & did some house chores....
watch tv & chill at hm...
mum feed us nasi briyani...so the manje...hehe...nt alwaez k...
burrpppp***
arnd evening went to 3garden watch lil bro play sepak takraw...
punyelah malas gi blakang pun naik motor..haiyo...
thnks to my elder bro...he wanted to take his racing foot rest frm his fren thr...
padehal bleh jln kaki tak nk...
nvm abt dat..
went hm arnd 10+...slacked arnd in bro's room while waiting fer his gf...
meanwhile my bro slept...tak baik2...
kesian gf dier tggu..legongnye abg...
Bro fry wedges fer us to eat & we watched 'Congkak' together...
Slept at nearly 5 am...I miss him though...Hope dat things will get better btween us...
-Fri-
Hmm...dis the usual routine ++ sweeping,vacuum...
Bathe & got dressed...
Headed to Kak wati's hse to take some clothes...
Visited my stepgrandma while waiting fer lynn & wan..
Met my dum2 bf wif them...
They made plans to go suntec but bf IU unit's spoilt..
Wan lead the way as bf unsure of how to get thr..Selengeh...
Parked the bikes bhind Zam-Zam..
We took train to ct hall...
Bf's complaining-What a long walk to suntec...
Met syiddiq at his werk place as lynn & wan was buying cake fer rafi & peepz...
But end up we have to go Marina Square as the cake is nt available thr..
Haiyo..Buat penat jek..
But it's ok i enjoy the long walk wif bf & them...
Aku ni asyik tertggl je kt blakang..Thnks to dum2...
We were in silence frm the start...Lynn make things better fer us..
Maceh lynn..Sayyyannnggg kau banyak2....
After getting the cake, we had dinner at the foodcourt...
Background music mcm tau je fer double date...Heh..
As usual, ciggies aft food & a long walk back to raffles city to take the train to bugis...
Chit chatting abt hw mats & minahs talk...kekek sey..
Hmm...when afai meets wan there's alwaez the guys talk btween them..
Ape lagi...me & lynn had our talk...ketawe2...
Lynn..F.Y.I- ur laughter is so addictive...Perot aku smpai cramp ketawe ngn kau tau...
Ouh ya...& the apek tua we were laughing abt..
Haiz..tk baik2...hahahaha...
Got to the bike & we went off togeda...
But halfway thru we lost track of each other..
-Got hm & rested..Accompany sis using the lappy & she's asleep nw...
On msn wif lynn & facebook-ing..Bored...
Waiting fer dum2 to msg me...
..................................................................................................
:Msg fer bf:
I noe we've been thru a lot of obstacles fer the past few weeks...
It'so bloody complicated & confusing...
I juz wanna let u noe i'll still love you no matter wad baby darlink...
Everyone deserves a 2nd chance...
I've forgiven u fer ur mistakes & i'm trying hard to forget all abt it...
I'm sorie on my part too...
I want us to make things better fer our relationship..
Despite knowing dat we haf to overcome certain obstacles together, we haf to b strong baby...
Dun give up juz yet...I'll be alwaez by ur side in times of hardship & happiness...
Last but not least...
I want u to noe dat i love you dearest afai with all my heart...
Ntg cn ever change dat...
iloveyoubacen.
Things happen.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
u make me hate you boy. . .
I dunnoe whr to start frm...
Im having mixed feelings...stone hearted rite nw...
Why has all of dis been happening to me...Life is so unfair...
Being loyal to ur love ones & u gave them ur trust yet they betray u...
How heartless they can be...
God noes hw i feel rite nw...A lil depressed....
Im sick & tired of all of dis...
Give me a break man....Fuck love!!!
Im having mixed feelings...stone hearted rite nw...
Why has all of dis been happening to me...Life is so unfair...
Being loyal to ur love ones & u gave them ur trust yet they betray u...
How heartless they can be...
God noes hw i feel rite nw...A lil depressed....
Im sick & tired of all of dis...
Give me a break man....Fuck love!!!