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Bz LiFe witH tHicK oBstacLes.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
heyz...bz wit ma life as usual..
but things have struck..
this problems dat has been going on for quite some time of my life...
i've been werkin n at the same time skoolin too..
tried to fix sales appointment..thnk goodness...
haven't close deals yet but the thought of sharing it gives me satisfaction..
all the trainin i've been thru pays off..
i juz hope all of dis probs will end..i'm lookin fwd towards my o's...
it's gonna end in 3 mths time..also, i'll miss flag-raising after dat.. :(
bout me n dearie..everytg's fine..juz dat relating to our professional job scope, we have to overcome wadever problems dat we r goin thru..
btw 27 july was my uncle's bdae...oh man..i've forgotten..i tot it was nxt mth..
a bad niece i've been..not so...:D
tmr have appt at 1.30...n den abt 6 + will head on to celebration with auntie maya,nenek n co.
so i'm lookin fwd for my dae tmr.. yippee...
:D
Much2 Love,
Nana.
i MiSh HiM reaL BaDDd... :(
Monday, July 23, 2007
It's a abt 8 daez been bz...well lately i have a 3 day motivation camp "I AM GIFTED" by Adam Khoo Learning Technologies...it's a great camp...well before attending the camp, i thought it was useless and pointless to attend a camp just to be motivated...at the start of it, i tot it was a boring camp...as time flies past... 3 trainers coach us..Mr Ramesh, Mr Freddy and Mr Melvin..great bunch of ppl...I've learnt a lot frm the camp..nt just study tips and strategies to improve in studies and achieve goals in life but it also help me to noe maself better..how i wish if onli ma darLink was there to comfort me when i cried at the end of the 2nd dae..i also seek forgiveness frm my frens n Mr. Kamlesh..hmm..end of the motivation camp was the saddest part.. i cried a lot...i gave a hug n kiss to my parent and cikgu asnia too..my lovely and wonderful teacher..she was the greatest teacher i ever had..i didn't noe dat there are ppl arnd me who reallie loves me...juz dat i didn't realise it..well..4 daez i'm apart frm my dearie..it feels like 4 yrs..every now n den i keep seeing his pics in ma hp..Perhaps i'm not use to not seein him for a period of 4 daez..cos last week almost everidae i see him at werk..i'm beginning to start a new chapter in my life..being optimistic and positive abt ma life despite attempts of suicide before..i'm motivated to do better in life and give my best to anything that I do..I wanna be successful in life.. :D
Hmm..my new goals...get 11 points for my O Level..Wanna get into Temasek Poly in Diploma in Business..Also do my Degree in Business at University Of Singapore..I wanna bBe a successful business woman by 21..Drive a S200 Mercedes Benz by 2009 & hit my million dollars by late 20s...I wanna get married by 25 n start my own family..This ain't juz an empty promise..It's gonna turn into reality man..I bet on my last dollar..I wanna go all out for my goals..Whatever obstacles and difficulties that comes, I'm gonna endure thru it..I wanna change the life of ma family..Poverty will end..My family will lead a stable and happy life...This is my promise...
LUrve,
Nana.* XtweetX
# tHe LovE of Ma LiFe #
Sunday, July 15, 2007
heLo..HoLa2..hey it's been a week over...well2..
after all the crisis..i'm gaining my full strength of love..
it's all thnks to HIM..and the efforts by me n ma boo..
nw, there's no excuse of not seein him rarely..
werkin in the same company wif him and in the same group..
isn't dat great?? no doubt our werkin environment has lots of ladies..
but he can't flirt around.. im his watch guard..hahas..
spend my fridae nite and the whole saturdae wif him...
a great boyfriend, ma bestfren n ma everytg..
had too much things to talk abt when i'm wif him..especially abt our future..
keep on dreaMin...but it's not wrong to dream of achieving success in life rite??
tmr i'm goin to Conrad Hotel for our company's exciting event...must dress in white top and black pants.. the even starts at 7...i have to be at city hall by 6.30 pm latest..dunnoe can reach there in time or not..i'm goin wif him and meetin our colleagues at city hall...
hmm..after spendin time wif him..i feel appreciated and loved...
but before dat i feel so miserable..both bz wif our own things..
I'm so lucky to have him by my side when i need him..juz dat some thingz he doesn't understand..for example my family prob...but nah...it's ok... :D
k lah..till here...
LaTiisHa. -FiNeSt PieCe-
SiCK. + CoNfuse
Sunday, July 8, 2007
heLo..it's been 5 daez not writing to ma blog.I've been sick and weak.dats the reason.tot of goin hospital todae but ma mum say tmr have to go sch and see how's my condition.fever nearly 40 degree celcius. but now i'm a lil better.
i mish a lot of lesson.the impt one is ma fnn o lvl part b.wondering how to start.tmr is the due date for my coursewerk part a.i mean i have to submit to my teacher for editin.
despite him knowing i'm sick, he didn't take the opportunity to visit me.I'm so upset.
Yest,he told me abt his class chalet and a girl name 'Nabilah' who likes him.
Believe it or not they were together for 4 daez without my acknowledgment.He got the guts to tell me'baby,i love you and dats y i tell u'.Nonsense.If he loves me, he won't even do such a thing. If he did such a thing, I can do dat too. He asked me yesterdae, "why after running away from each other, we'll be back togeda again??"How would i noe?? If it's fated,we can't do anitg. He challenge me to run away from him and he run away from me. I'm not goin back with him if i run away from him dis time round. I wanna do some soul searching and be single as long as I want to.I've been longing to be single. Like wad ma sis said maybe he's nt da right one for me yet. :D
La BeLLa.
onLy LaugHter takes away my MiserY.
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Hey..i make some frenz on frenster.nice ppl.it's good having friends around me.
Most of the time, they'll entertain me and crack jokes.Fun bunch of ppl.YeaHs.
Life is full of problems.Personal,Studies,Relationships and etc.
the only way for me to forget my problems n misery is to laugh my heart out when my friends crack stupid jokes.Also,when i go out n have fun wif my gurlfrenz going for some window shopping.FUN3...
Hmm..nw i don tink abt relationship.Put it aside even though i've got a guy.
It's hard for me to be thinkin alone on making the relationip strong.
For now,studies my first priority.Next mth some exam will begin.I wanna make my 5 years of studying in temasek worthwhile by achieveing good results.L1R5 should be less than 15 points.
I'll do it with effort put in.Dats about my studies.
That's ll folks! :D
Lotsa Love,
Nana*.
i WaNna be SinGLe CaN??
Monday, July 2, 2007
HoLaz..i'm longin to be single again despite havin a relationship currently..
if im single i wanna be in a relationship..if i'm in a relationship i wanna be single..
hahas..dats wad my fren says..
it's just dat i don have the courage to tell him off..i'm scared dat after we break up..
after mths,we'll meet again.. :(
i don want it to happen again..im so sick of it..
btw on 21st june...it was our 1st mth anniversary..he didn't even wish me..
den y should i bother to wish him..Haiz..
even when i'm in a relationship, many guyz wanna noe me betta..
but i rejected..n dats the fact..he's so busy wif his werk until he has no time for me..
dis few daez no phone calls unless i give him a miss call n he'll call back...
i don have the heart to hurt ppl's feelingz animore..den how should i express my misery??
somebody help me..pls give me ur opinion.. :'(
witH Love,
Nana*.
My LoVe for HiM..
Sunday, July 1, 2007
HoLa HeLo..Hmm..since i'm wif him, i felt dat my love has faded away...
it's all bcos of the past..dis time round he's the one who came back to me..
but i don have the heart to tell him abt dis...he love me soo much..
i dunnoe wad to do..i don wanna betray him..it isn't fair..
tell me..wad should i do..haiz...i juz dunno wad to do to love him back u see...
when i'm out wif him, he alwaez talks bout his ex-gurlfren..
den who am i?? if they're so good to him, y do u take me back??
especially on last week fridae..he brought his ex-gurlfren to ECP..
they talk as if they're in a relationship..it's nt dat i'm so jealous or wad..
it seems he ignore me and pay attention more to him..
they even walk by the seaside togeda wif afiq..then who am i??
even at his werkplace,other girls fall for him..
i told him off dat if u reallie like other girls,let me go on my own..i let u go on ur decision..
many times i told him dat..he doesn't seem to understand..
if i break up dis time round, i wouldn't wanna go back wif him..the last n the final..
:D it's my final decision dat i've made..
Much LOve,
Nana*.
BeEn Bz..
heLLo..
well..it's been about 9 daez not writin ma blog..
sch reopened..new timetable..bz schedule..have to start my revision..
less time for enjoyment and tv..me n ma guy have not contactin each other abt few daez nw..
we're bz..he's werkin n i'm schoolin..i understand his tight schedule..
hmm..but one thing..he didn't remember our anniversary date...haiz..
but nvm..i miss him a lot..not seein him another day of my life seems like a year to me..
i'm wonderin wad if he has to be away frm me going overseas in sept for 2 weeks..
it'll be like 20 years to me..mm..time flies so fast...sumtimes we don realise it..
but a day without any phone calls or a message frm our love ones, we are worried sick..
thinkin wad he/she is doin..i'm countin down to o level exams..it's gonna be abt 3 mths+..
i'm dead meat..my grades is not improvin yet..how da hell am i gonna do in my prelims..
did my oral Malay on prev fridae..it sux man..i ran out of ideas to talk..it's in e past..ntg's gonna change my grades..
Btw i changed my hairstyle...credits to ma sista..love her..ma hair is long now..love it man..
i wanna keep it long..no more haircut for me..yeahs..
Love,
Nana*.