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Thursday, May 28, 2009
Lately, i've been all stressed up...
Facing too many problems at the moment...
Associating with my r/s, my siblings & parents...
Haiz...it's all destiny..I have to overcome it & i won't easily give up....
Hmm...it's juz part & parcel of life...
Went to court early dis morning...Bf was so tension...
Prayed hard dat he'll be fine...Yana accompanied me as i was the only girl...
My heart almost fell out of place upon hearing the extended court date...
Luck was on our side...I couldn't bear to face this situation...
Pity Rahmat..Boy bailed him out as he forget to bring his bail document...
Haiyo...
Yana told me abt what bf said to her earlier...Couldn't help it that my tears jz drop...
And of course i luv my dearest Afai....i'm happy to see my bf with a smiling face..
Love u baby!!Hope dat his lawyer is able to help him out with the case until it close or drop the charges on him....
All this has make an impact in this year's journey...
Whatever it is, i'll be strong to see it thru...
-jannahafai.
Facebook & TaGGeD MaDnEss....
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Updates....Hmm...woke up late today as I slept abt 4.30 am....
Yst, I was at KFC Tampines Mart with my both brudders & sis-naseeha...
Talked to Mira, Bob's gf....
Gurl talk.. :)
Was at Mac & had time to upload pics at facebook & friendster....
Sempat..
Went to sch & it's only half an hour...
Haha..star karat...
Went to mlc & update facebook...Took quite a number of quiz...
Supposedly had to go hm by 11.45 as i'm werkin at 2pm...
Called SL & told em dat i'll be late...
Dressed up & left 4 werk...
Met my darLiNk baby...mish him lots...wish we like the old times....Luv u darLinK...
Bf's wifey is in the workshop...Miss the hell ride...
Was criously sleepy..had to bear with this irritating eyes...
As usual, was on the internet checking friendster & facebook...
Nt forgetting reading blogs...
Hmm...ouh ya...facebook games madness...all thnks to my baby...
ciao.
He taught me to be strong. . .
Monday, May 25, 2009
Despite all the problems that i'm facing, bf is alwaez there 4 me...I can see dat he's also overcoming his own problems...Haiz..
But it's hard 4 me to understnd him if he keep it all to himself..
Guys are ego..No matter wad they'll try to hide their problems frm their frens & gf....
They tend to be happy-go-lucky like me..Heh.. :)
Sometimes i can't hide my feelings..
I'll be crazy if everytg i keep to myself..it happened once & i won't let it happen again..
It was a serious depression state...I hope this time round i can overcome it patiently...
ouh gosh...i have to be strong for my siblings & especially for my dearest mum...
Wish to graduate fast & will start my career life soon so that i can end the poverty life..
To my dearest bf,
no matter wad, we'll pull thru all odds together aites..
Be strong baby...u'll alwaez have me by ur side in times of happiness & hardships...
I'm happy to meet u in my life & i'm sorie if i've given u so much pressure lately...
Despite u having ur own problems & u've been hiding it frm it, u taught me to be strong & to overcome it patiently...
I'm proud to have u in my life... :)
Missing you my love... Take care my souljaboy..
Misunderstanding & paRty tiMe.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Had a tiff with bf relating to this bitch called 'Nat'..
Seems dat he's been in cntct with her for quite some time but he kept it frm me...
Both of them are at fault... Criously, was fucking pissed off with him...
Juz dat i'm jz tired of quarelling...
Ouh boy, pls understand hw i feel..
For sure u wouldn't want to feel the way that i feel...it reallie hurts..
u simply said guys are guys..but still it's up to an individual whether to do it or not...
ur mature enuf to think...i've given u all the freedom that u need but ur loyalty & love is all dat i need...Nw dat u've done it despite promising me dat u've change, ur simply betraying my trust...
i miss the old times & dat ur different nw..haiz...
i'm so disappointed in u.. =(
Am trying my best to maintain my relationship..Problems after one another...
A getaway to Dbl O yesterday was quite fun actually despite my problems..
Couldn't care less about the guys there..he was in my mind alwaez even though he wasn't arnd..
Spot quite a number of my frens there...1 thing dat pissed me off was there was a fight there..Stupid matreps...Sampah masyarakat...
Ppl go there to enjoy themselves and dance but those stupid matreps make a scene thr...Haiz...
My gf & my nyah was alwaez with me...It was so cramp & hot at the dancefloor...
Muke masai & berpeluh-pelih....& there's this stupid matrep was trying to take advantage of me when it's so cramp like fuck...
Sialnye jantan...Geram aku!! Ikutkn hati mcm nk tampar je muke dier..Sabar je...
Hmm..got hm by 3.40 am...Bathe & slept...
aNothEr MoNday bLues. . .
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Hola bloggers...
i was late 4 my morning class..supposedly have to be in class by 8.30 am..
& yeah my class advisor juz reminded me & my gfs nt to be late & attend class regularly..
my attendance is so horrible...yeap2..was dwn wif high fever 2 wks bck...
epidemic flu.... ouh ya..& the stupid virus that's spreading overseas has been a hot topic..
I was otw to sch & coincidence, i met nelly in bus 17...
Saw zie & rai metres away frm us....
Met at sch bridge b4 we went for class together...
As usual, 2 hours of Costing module..
Bored... Numbers, numbers & numbers...
It's all about calculation...Ended class 15 mins early...
Change the old ezlink card to a new one at indoor sports hall....
whatever they call it..-CEPAS system-
prefers the old ezlink to the new one....
Hmm....went for lunch at cafe1..ate the same old thang..
nasi ayam thousand island..nvr get bored of it...
while eating, baby msged me to wish me gd morning...he's in camp nw...missing you dearie..
Rai went hm straight...im left with zie stuck in the library cos MLC is closed today.. haiz..
Not forgetting i have to study for my PTC CA1 which is tmr...damnn..
2 chapters of theory..gosh...
wondering whether i can do well tmr...
gonna get started with the revison soon ay...
Had some time to revamp my blog..
oh yea i did it..but it's a lil cork up with the template...
especially under affiliates & reminiscence...
sum1 pls help me...S.O.S!!!
adios.
-BoReD-
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Hey all....
i'm dead bored here...ended class at 11am..
Wanna revamp my blog..been tryin to edit the template & lookin 4 new blogskin..
Mine is so shitty...It takes time to edit a new blogskin..
ouh well, i have the whole time to myself to do it slowly...
Any idea of where to get a new simple & swit blogskin.??..
Hmmm.....
Feelin hungry nw..urgh...
I hate to stay at hm..Like ppl say home is like ur heaven..
Nt for me..For the past few daez, i've nt been sticking at hm..
Been out either for a jog or chill out with my elder bro n gf..
Spend most of my precious time with my darlin souljaboy when he book out...
Met him yst aftnn & he sent me hm...
Kinda miss him actually even though i met him yst.. :D *winks
My baby's in camp nw..No plans to go out..
He's quite concern when i'm outta house..
Believe or nt i have to ask his permission to before goin out..
Hmm..it's better this way...
The other time he was a lil pissed off when I went out w/o his knowledge. ++ i was havin fever..
Sorie dearie... I juz hate to stay at hm nowadays...well, u noe y..
Haiz...
missing you baby..
Approved. =)
Monday, May 11, 2009
It's been quite some time i'm nt blogging..Hectic sch & werk schedule.. ++ family & darling bf..
Spent most of my off days either stayin at hm or wif bf...
Lately, been bz 4 last min preparation for Anugerah audition..
Hmm.. It's quite an experience to be competing with ppl who have very gd vocal..
At last it's over..
Thanks to dearest family, my bf & my lovely frens who came to support..
I won't stop just here yet..
Perhaps i should really explore my hidden talent...
Will be bz with upcoming sch events-Inter school dance comp & singing comp...
Nt only dat there'll be upcoming CA1 for AA1, CTG & PTC...
Hell of a time revising this 3 modules..
So complicated... ouh well, i've to pass this 3 freakin module..& gosh it's alrdy my final yr b4 gradutating...
Been tinking of my career prospect aft graduating..
Hmm...
Wonder which industry shall i channel to...
Wait till i'm in my 2nd semester then i'll decide...
Well, last fri my elder bro had a slow talk with my bf..
Haha..didn't expect it though..
I sat in btween both of em..tension sey..
They talked abt me & the hatred that my bro use to have on him...
At last my elder bro approved of us..that was a 50/50 approval at first..
Blablablabla....
Bf looked at me & smiled frm ear to ear all the way...
Funny.. =) My bro wish to talk more some other day when we're free... So excited... hehe..
-Hmm...To my dearest fren Nelly..-
I noe u can't stop thinkin abt him & u do still love him deep dwn in ur heart..
But let it rest 4 a while..who noes someday he'll jz come bck into ur life..
Don't pressure him at the moment..It wasn't ur fault darla & i noe it...
No matter wad u still have me as ur listening ear even though i don't see u often...
1 more thing...Be strong girl to overcome all the obstacles that's coming ur way...
Don't give up easily..Cos giving up means ur simply a failure...
Last but not least, have a speedy recovery aites.. =D
Not forgetting abt mother's day...
Dearest mum, I wish u a very Happy Mother's Day & ur the best mum i've ever had..
Despite all the family problems we're facing, u've somewhat pulled it thru...
Thanks for all the sacrifices & all the love u've poured since i'm born...
I'm sorry for all the troubles & my past mistakes which upset u.....
Ntg can ever replace u...
I luv u mama!!!
Till we meet again...Tata.