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Nuruljannah
1 year older on 21/11. Love her family & frens. I don't eat my veggies. Adore babies and toddlers.

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men aren't worth my tears.
Saturday, December 27, 2008


Guy's point of view!


This is very cute! And even written by a guy!

You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the roomand you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it.

Smile and say 'thank you.

'Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either.

Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

*****Give the nice guys a chance*****

Holdin Hands->

Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.

Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

Cuddling->

Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.

Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

Movies->

Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder

Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

Loving each other->

Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.

Laying below the stars->

Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat

Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen Between you and her.

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i'm beginning to care less about my surroundings.
putting aside all my probs & livin my life to the fullest.
all i noe is dat i live my life the way that i want it to be.
fcuk relationships. to hell with it...men are juz nt worth my tears.
swinging single & mingling arnd. :)

faking a smile which makes u tink i'm happy & pretend to laugh so dat u don't see me cry..fcuk it..i'm letting u go even if it kills me, i tink it's the best way cos even if i pour my heart out to u, u won't realise i love you more than you'll ever noe.

how i wish if there's such a guy like the above mention guy dat exist and was made for me..
haha..dream on baybay..it's a week away before sch reopens..
hw fast time flies..it's gonna be 2009 in few daez time..
damn..i've nt done a single assignment all thnks to my part-time job & my laziness..hehe..

& before i forget, sis gonna turn 21 soon..=) Happy advanced 21st burfdae my dearest sister..we'll be having a bbq pit @ ECP on 2nd jan 09 at pit 17. Nearest carpark will be carpark C2..The BBQ pit is in between carpark C1 & C2.. Party starts at 6pm till late. To those who received the invitation thru sms, ur presence will be much appreciated. Do bring presents k!! To all my cuzzies, do tag along yea.

my bestfren, my gf , my everytg.

aDioS.


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tongue-tied*
Friday, December 26, 2008

Time Clicks as I await
The hour ends before my take
Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes
The day grows old as night passes
Wolves crying, coyotes howling;
anticipating
Watching, staring, seeing -- nothing
Silence begins the day as morning comes
without notice
Tears begin to fall, slowly
The day moves on without hope
Wishing to be what is not to be
The sun moves to its peak without a whisper or retreat
Time moving, but still empty Stomach aching, curling
Still waiting


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swoLLeN + Boring day at hm.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
had a fall with YBR bike yesterdae..
haha..
can still laugh..
at first it felt ntg..but later on the pain was excruciating..
damn..thnx to the stupid ballet shoes and the freakin heavy bike..
the instructor cn smile at me..funny thing was dat i fall on my left but my right leg was injured..
the best thing is dat i can't walk properly due to the swell & a burnt mark..
fish...
bored at hm..didn't even go out.
custard..

the swollen foot with colgate on it. -mum's idea

another view.

side view.

bored. :)


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SiNgaPoRe vs VieTnaM
Monday, December 22, 2008
ouh well..i was late to meet ma aunt at kallang mrt station..
they went off earlier to the stadium..
so i met my lil cousin, tiqahdoinks..
went off with her and walk to the stadium...

it's like miles away frm the mrt station.. kinda exhausted with a huge crowd heading to the stadium too.. freakin humid..can't find my aunt & her fam.. went in to find them..spent abt 15 mins walkin to the east area & back to the west area.. sad part..we can't find them like more than half an hour.. me & tiqah were sitting juz below the scoreboard yet we can't find them.. half the stadium was packed wif s'pore fans.. imagine..hw cn i locate where ma aunt was at..
at last calls after calls, den i found my aunt..
gosh..there were at the bottom section..
haiz..

most funniest part, i nvr seen my aunt was so enthusiastic cheering for s'pore..
haha..
tit tit tit tit tit tit tit tit tit ****..[s'pore - vietnam]
like chicken mcnugget...
& there's a bunch of mats sitting next to us..screaming at the top of their voice..
mcm phm ar dorg..

was damn frustrated when vietnam scores a goal.. s'pore missed 3 chances to score.. argh!!! buadufae9hfduawbd8whe9h9eh dncgbufbdkcmwpK.... no point watching..what a waste of time hurrying to see the match & at last the home team lose.. here are some of the pics tt i took..=)




aunt & uncleaunt & lil cousin,yanna.


me with my beloved cousin.

tiqahdoinks & me.

vanity.


cousins are love.


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Excited.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
hmm..sumhow my bike will look like the pic above.
hope to pass by june or earlier...nxt step will be my car licence...
thnks to bro for having it for me..
cos he'll be driving a car soon..
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i'm bored at hm.. no mood to go out..

errm.....super duper boring bf..
doesn't msg or call..
it's best to be swinging single... =)


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FaLLiNg aPaRt. oH GreaT.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
every child don't wish to see their family falling apart.
it's been always a dream to live my life happily with my dearest family.
after all this years of moments of happiness, gosh it's happening nw.
i dunnoe how to face the fact..
down with mixed feelings...
urgh...
can't bear to sit at hm...mind full of probs..
dunnoe who to turn to..
damn.to and fro..
what's next?? ..... shifting hse i guess..
where to?? .... no idea.
who to follow?? .... don even ask..

haiz...
now i'm stuck wif my prac..
budget's tight..
theory's early nxt mth..
overdue bills..ouh great...

great thing..cheerio..
get to talk to him..good news..
he found his old sim card.oh yea.
=) i miss him like 7625327486184 times.
so random.haha.

oh well, for now i juz need to take a break.tired of thinking.
a day by the beach will be my remedy. :D


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Thursday, December 11, 2008
SCORPIO - The Intense One ( Oct 23 - Nov 21) Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous And/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or Secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

a fren of mine fwded an email about horoscopes. it's somewhat true abt me. haha..
i'm in holiday mood baybay..sch's gettin boring...
prefers to be at hm.. but..i rather stay in sch den at hm..
problems,problems & more problems..haiz..
my goodness..i dunnoe wad will happen next..juz wait & see..
i'm sick & tired of hearing the same old things..how i wish it nvr happen..
i could pretend ntg happened..but i juz can't lie to myself..
despite putting a smile on my face & joke around, can't deny dat i'm fcuking stress with all the problems lingering in my mind..
1 year of studies to go.. & i'll be free frm wearing sch u..shitass..
but time flies so fast dis yr dat i don't realise it...
gonna sleep soon.

tata.titi.tutu.




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emotionally disturbed.physically abused.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
It's been few days now i've been having flu & fever... it gets worsen yesterdae after the incident happened..
i'm still in a trauma state..whenever my lil bro raises his hands, i'll be in fear...
haiz...
yesterdae afternoon, zie accompanied me too the tampines polyclinic to see the doctor..
i was given 1 day mc..
later on yesterdae evening, mum and sis sent me & ma lil bro to A&E CGH for checkup..
had a facial bones x-ray..can't reallie see fractures on my cheekbones..
waiting for call from the radiologist if there's fractures..
i'm just so upset & depressed..when will all of dis probs gonna end..
been given 2 days mc till sunday to rest well at hm...
hope that i'll recover soon.. :)










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cold cold nite.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
hola..
wasn't feelin good todae..
sch end abt 3..
waited for my bestfren, zie to finish her BFS retest..
since yesterdaae, i'm down with flu & fever..
haiz..didn't have the appetite to eat a proper meal..
all thanks to the 'sick ' feeling..
even worst, i feel so cold due to the rain earlier..
i wonder when i'll be better...
it all started with my sighness 2 days back..
tot dat i'll be ok..but it got worst..furthermore, there's no medication for me at hm..too bad..
hmm..called boify in the afternoon..sleepyhead..ouh..he came bck frm werk @7 am...it's like 13 hr shift...gosh.. no wonder he sleeps like nobody business..
i totally understand hw tired he can be cos i've worked a 14-hr shift b4..
like totally exhausted..
hmm..before he left 4 werk in the evening, he did call me to say he's leavin hm 4 werk..aww...
but i wasn't the one who picked up the phone..all thnx to lil bro...
he was using the phone all dis while..
my frens were complaining tt they can't get thru me..need a solution to dis..
mum's gonna provide bck his Nokia 6233 fav phone nxt wed..
by den i'll be so glad to use my LG Viewty pinky phone. :)
nw i'm all alone at hm..mum haven't return hm frm werk including sis..
my elder bro went out wif his guy frens..
my lil bro & my dad went out to have a haircut..i'm freakin bored here blogging and surfing net frm abt 8+...
i guess after dis i'll be watching tv for some entertainment rather than staring at the laptop doing ntg..

-ciao-.


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OuH cRap.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
damn..i'm falling sick..
getting the symptoms of having a fever soon..
i'm having a cold nw..haiz..
cold-blooded woman..haha..

& i miss him soooo much...criously...
can't get thru him even todae..he isn't at hm..argh!!
still hving sch...
haiz..bored to death...
lucky 2 have a fren whom i can talk to..
damn...how i wish the holidaez fer me alreadi start..
aiyah...
gonna sleep soon..tata..






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