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Crossroads in Life
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
In life, the are certain time where an individual have to make a very important decision in life. For me, the journey to my future has just started. For the very first time in my life, I feel that I am a failure and have failed to make my parents be proud of me. I've let down my parents.I knew that my parents were heartbroken upon receiving the news that I got into Higher Nitec instead of a course in Polytechnic. I'm even more disappointed when I can't get the poly course of my choice. They don't even consider giving me a place where I can really reveal my true potential in nursing. Now I'm stuck to a course that I don't quite like, Higher Nitec in Accounting at ITE East College(Simei). Tears of regret won't change my fate. I'm proud at least to be given a chance to continue studying. After giving it a thought, perhaps i shall be thankful of what I've got even though I got disappointing results.
During the crucial period of O level, i can say that I wasn't concentrating on my studies. I'm not putting the blame on others for my unsatisfactory results. It's just that I want to make amendments for it. Perhaps a second chance for me to prove that I'm not a failure. I'm not gonna waste this precious chance to succeed in life. I'm gonna make full use of this chance to be a shining star and let my parents share the joy to see me as a successful person in the near future. Thanks to my elder sis as she instill motivation for me not to give up. She has been there for me whenever I'm in need of help. She understands me more than my parents.
I'm not gonna disappoint her. I'll show her that I can DO IT!!!
I'm looking fwd towards sch which will commence on 14 April 08. So excited even though there's a little disappointment. I'll study smart and be on task. No more slacking and playing a fool. Hehs.
Let this dream of mine to become a successful person turn into a reality.
My journey has just begun. :D