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* sWiNgiNg siNgLe ~
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Finally, last saturdae, i had the courage to bring it out all dat i've kept abt him...The moment of truth..He confessed to me bout his mistakes online..but once bitten twice shy..
He wanted to enjoy his life..I sacrifice my love for him and go separate ways just to see him gain back his happiness...But in return i juz can't forget everytg dat has been happening for 3 years plus. Wad more after watchin 'Love is Cinta'. It hurts a lot reminiscing those memories i had with him.
I don wanna brag abt the past. I forgive him but juz can't forget it. Watchin 'Love is Cinta', it seems to be like in a fairytale. Being with the guy i loved most but in the end he left me juz like dat.He didn't even say sorry. Why in the first place he didn't tell me abt his feelings all dis while?? I feel cheated and it's unfair. Why on earth he came back to me??
This time round it reallie hurts a lot. But i've kept quiet. Let time flies with the memories i had.
Let time heals the wound deep in me. Scars are left untreated. I'm awaiting a new beginning for myself. To do some soul searching before finding a companion.
I'm beginning to adjust myself to the normal surrounding being alone. Hate loneliness but wad can i do, i haf to face it on my own. Back to single life - square1. :)