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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
hey there..back again..njoyin my hols at hm...nowhere to go.. yesterdae i went wif kak noora, my foster sis to nokia service centre..sent my younger bro's hp for a repair...we went lookin for some nice tops...but ended up buyin ntg...ntg seems attractive...perhaps one of dis daez, i shall set myself free to do some shopping spree...Btw, i msg him dis afternoon...who else rather than ma boo...he asked me to give a call at afiq's number...i did so...by one judge, i noe he seems unhappy by the tone of his voice...well, 4 years known him inside out..can't deny the fact...he's juz unhappy dat i didn't msg him 4 the past two daez..like hello...i do feel lonely...bored n it kills me...daez back i waswerkin and i'm tired...coincidence my pp8 went low...juz todae mama top up for me...fr $11.10 to $6.28...it's been 1 hour chattin wif him on the phone...
One thing i can't accept, he said if i find a new girl, things won't change..one dae i'll get back wif u again...well...if u don like the way i am, u can juz fuck off asshole...yeah i'm a bored person..not much freedom...i can't do dis n i can't do dat...wad do u expect me to do??? I'm simply HELPLESS...can't u see...i don't go against my parentz words...cos i noe they've taught me since small not to be rude to the elders....dat respect is high...i can't simply sacrifice dat juz to go out wif him...i noe his stress up cos his frens have been asking where's ur gal mann?...
He answered she's at hm everytime his frenz ask for me...tell me wad can i do??sneak out frm window to go out..?? ppl wif education doesn't commit stupid thingz...i tink before i act..nt simply blindly act on smtg...
i hate to be nag...he noes it but yet...i don blame him...he's worried sick for me..yeah rite...if he does, he should have been calling me asking how am i been doin lately...nt even a call or a msg...i juz dunnoe...feels like givin up but all efforts will be put to waste...might as well move on even though small issues can trigger to a bigger one...i cooled down but i can't bear those piercing words...simply hurts me...he called me biatch...he doesn't call me by dat name unless he calls some outsiders...haiz....tears by tears...wad cn he do to console me?? ntg...but he did offer to meet up for abt 5 minutes to hug me..?? WTH...like wat the hell...i can't be bothered...feels like runnin away frm him...but i can't...dunnoe why...
love,
nana.*